Not getting the University of your choice

I worked my ass off during A-levels.
I'd study more than eat, relax and everything else. I remember my hair looked so nappy, but nope I needed my grades!


Long story short, I only achieved one grade I was content with being English Literature, and was more or less disappointed with my Economics and French A-Levels.

I knew I had to go through clearing, and I was just in denial, became so pessimistic, and couldn't be bothered. Thought why try with University, I don't test well anymore, and I felt so useless as it was the first time I had received official grades that did not reflect my capabilities.






My sister's were the best supporters God gave me, and told me that
1) This does not determine my future
2) Not being in the place you want, doesn't mean your goals aren't achievable
3) God knows exactly where you are going, and why wherever you go and its experiences are relevant for your development


It's funny the way things worked out...

I initially applied for a French and Economics degree, but had a moment of realisation during the summer that I wanted to teach young children, having worked with them for the past 3 years and realising this is what I love, developing others from young.
Funnily enough, I got an unconditional offer from Birmingham City University to allow me to go down this route, HOWEVER,


I thought what a rubbish uni to be at, thought what will people think, but the opportunities and experiences I had, have made me who I am today. It was right, even though it was not the plan!

Sidenote- I did dislike the university and despite motivational talk understood that I was in a rubbish situation but had to find ways to make myself happy since transferring wasn't an option based on my A- level grades...

All in all

-I met a few people that I can say are friends.
-I got work experience opportunities, within different contexts.
-Got the independence and space I had been screaming for since my Dad and I started beefing at  home (teenage ones).
-Had nights of 'livin'.
-Studied something that makes ME happy.
-I was on the right track
-Can't leave out the reality of ongoing challenges, but it puts you on top.



I just want to encourage anyone who has not gotten what they need to feel complete in life, or not achieved what you have initially desired.

You still have a purpose!
You don't know what any route entails.

You are not defined by WHERE you are.


I received the greatest gift of finding myself through clearing, which is beyond ironic.


So take one day at a time...and know that


“Every adversity, every failure, every heartache carries with it the seed of a greater or equal benefit.” - Napoleon Hill